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Friday, June 29, 2007 11:40 PM

you used to be the reason, for my smile.

jus went for our cp-prac and went on to sculpture park to chit-chat. our topics are again as usual.. lols. laugh and laugh and laugh. finally can use this phrase again : eat chat laugh at those funny jokes. One thing i can confirm is- the "home" feeling with friends is back.

didnt really get to meet up with these great bunch of ppl during TEP. and after concert till now, things slowly start to "normal-up"? its jus the feeling.. the kind of feeling when u really feel good with close friends.. feeling "home" once again.. where we joke about everything, laugh and crap and so on..

jus some talking sessions like this can make me feel so much about hanging out tgt again.. attendance was also not bad worhs. haha.

now start classicals module for 2 weeks- Customer Service & Project Management.
Just the 2nd week and 2 ICAs have already past. no comments. lol. 3rd and 4th one is coming too.. 1 written and 1 role play.
come come.. i need something to occupy me more than the current kind of schedule i am having now.. i wan to feel busy. i wan to feel occupied.
9-12 on mon-wed and 9-5 on thurs.. and de worst is friday no school.. at home do wad? i not the hardworking kind got time jiu study.. no way man.. i seriously miss those days in BSU 830-530.. at least theres no hw.. no projects.. no test but at least is 1 whole day FULLY utilised. lol.

meeting up with this great bunch of ppl really make me look at the brighter side of everything. making me feel happier, making me laugh out really deep from the heart and not just on the surface kind.. my vocab may not be good but to put it simply its just one big word GREAT!

so i think i've decided. for everything thats happening at home.. i will not get affected by it but instead stay strong for both of them.. not to show a cant be bothered attitude but a firm and strong and a "i noe wad i am doing" daughter.. to keep them going strong too and to move on together in life.. because i noe where i can get my joy and happiness from- that is from the great bunch of friends i have with me.. make it last on forever.. together as great friends..
i dont have to pour out everything thats happening or what i am really experiencing.. but more importantly to know how to accept facts and "make" myself feel good after every incident.. how to comfort myself.. how to overcome it with postive thoughts..

treasure every happy moments each of us have now.
its definitely going to worth more than anything else.

byebye :)
i'm feeling happy again.

leave bad memories behind and look for good ones ahead.
ENJOY to the fullest.