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Sunday, November 26, 2006 1:06 PM

you used to be the reason, for my smile.

today sunday le..still cant believe myself tat i actually "pon" the trial practice yesterday..haiz. jus didnt imagine or guess that i will choose this kind of way out..not to go the trial..after "cancelling" the prac..supposedly meeting steph they all..but later told them i not meeting them too...so follow my parents go ah ma hse..

ytd at ah ma hse..talked about my small cousin the eyes ok le..dun need wear specs..if i not wrong her eye condition is the same as me and my brother..also same as steph..lol. but shes oni 5 years old i think..and her condition is discovered early..my uncle and auntie brought her to acupuncture..zhen jiu her eyes..for about 10 weeks i think..she dun need wear specs le..

i feel so happy for her..later they introduced this to my parents ask them to bring us go..i dun mind trying as long as it cures or improves my situation now..but i scared of the pain..but also sometimes MORE scared that it will NOT help at all..of no use..cos of my age..hmm needle lehs scared tat it will be painful too...then my small cousin said something which make me feel.............touched? dunno how to sae..jus imagine a 5 yrs old gal telling u "jie jie zhen jiu bu tong de...bu yao pa...wo pei ni qu" something like tat...meaning its not painful dun be scared..and she will accompany us if can.. LOLS. the kind of support they give to you.. how to sae..jus feel so.......dunno..perhaps the word i can think of is "touched" ba..

sometimes i feel at as long as any treatments can help other than that stupid patching exercise..i dun mind trying..its only a matter of whether my eyes situation will improve not..

will it? or will it be a hopeless case for me.?

byebye