later lesson at 7.30pm.. its "death" for me. hahas. mum coming to listen my pieces. suddenly hate the teacher and music that much. History is goin to repeat..i'm more concerned abt wad will happen after 730pm.. what will my teacher sae, what will my mum sae, wad will i do.. HoHoHo. Merry Christmas.

fan si le.!!!!..stupid stupid..

to the stupid yilidan, stupid yiling, stupid one egg, stupid girl :

"stop thinking about the impossible. its not goin to happen, its not goin to take place. stop dreaming and wondering, stop thinking into it. the thing now u have to accomplish is the Dec 1 Piano exam. CONCENTRATE. its ur ultimate goal now to score it well. prove ur teachers and parents wrong, show them that u can make it. make them surprise. make them feel unbelievable. Do ur best, you can do it. Practice makes Perfect. after this major thing, u can enjoy,Put aside evrything in ur mind, things that troubles you things that distracts you. Stop thinking of the impossible, those mind boggling things. Accept the truth before you, accept what u see. Accept what u are now, accept what u have now. Accept and Believe ur Instincts. If it is, it is. If its not, its not. Get it?"

"Yes mdm."

HAIYO.. jus realised that the exam date written on the documents is 14 Dec. shit shit shit..exactly which date is the correct one.. wa lau 1 dec & 14 dec is a big difference..2 weeks more for practice. good or bad news.?

byebye

i'm goin crazy.

Unknowingly i do think of you sometimes.

I'm missing you.