Monday, November 06, 2006 6:31 PM
you used to be the reason, for my smile.
finally i think is time to blog.. have been keepin wad i want to sae since fri cos today aft piano lesson sure got alot things to add one..hahas.
as usual..lesson is jus so..exciting/fun/boring/tedious/tiring. its jus a
MIX. exam coming soon.!! haix. anytime btw nov and dec.ready or not? i dun think so worhs..sometimes go lesson le come back jus feel so demoralised.. she said "what if i fail grade 6..not tat i will fail but what if..will i retake grade 6 or wad..cos syllabus changing next yr.so if i didnt pass..i will retake..and also the things will be different.".. haiz haiz haiz. i admit i dun like practice but i also got try my best wad..last weeks lesson was not bad..i think i somehow got wad she wanted me to bring out..but this time lehs..she sae not enough strength..li bu gou.. seriously sometimes i dunno wad she wan..maybe becos i changed teacher so dun quite understand..but the thing is when i play one song..she of course comment be it good or bad..but sometimes she sound as if its ok to her..u know when she pointed out good things..of course u tot u did ok wad..but then next thing u know..tat is the next lesson..she pinpoints those tat i nvr did b4 de..shes not being unreasonable but i sometimes jus dunno wad to do after the lesson..tat is i dunno which to her is good which is bad..for example today..overrall i think is no good cos she keep stressing "some of my students get the letter showing their exam date liao..but i haven..hope tat my date will be quite behind behind one..need to practice ma..like tat cannot arhs..bla bla bla..".. but then at some points in btw lesson she will sae.." eh not bad arhs..got improvement..this part u played quite well..bla bla bla.." dunno larhs..to me its quite confusing arghs!!!..
and also, [within 1hrplus.. u finish teaching 3 songs]
is better or
[goin through specific details of each song and oni managed to do abt 2songs in 1hr]
is better?...sometimes i duno..duno duno duno..i duno wad u want..???sometimes u jus sound as if is my fault like tat..but....HAIZ...fan fan fan..
tats why i hate mondays..stupid stupid mondays..GRR!
recently some things happen at home..not my family..but the "outer" circle..LOL. ah ma maid ran away. dots. i didnt at all expect she will do such a thing..is like shes always so good..so friendly..does her work well..always make coffee for us when my parents go there..always cook nice food for us to eat..omg. why why why..
hmm i think i shall not write too much abt it..hahas. cos is "da ren de shi xiao hai bu yao guan" hahas. always like dat de..my parents NVR FAIL to sae tat.. lol. anyway heard that she took her passport and some of my ah ma $$ and ...-ran. my auntie uncle sae they later discovered a letter..hahas. exciting part..saying sorry for giving so many probs bla bla bla..and also reported the amt she took from ah ma..sae hope can deduct from her pay. -_-. LOL. shock shock shock.
heard this news when was with vivo gang and vivocity..lol. was in arcade watching they play games then papa called..sae later go ah ma hse when coming home cos de "auntie" run away..wa..shock shock shock. LOL. bu ke shi yi. everybody was like..kana "cheated" by her good attitude..heard tat everything was alright even until tat day..hahas. haiyo..zhen xiang bu dao. LOL..
k la.enough of reporting and complaining..LOL. japan band coming cvss this wed..dunno wan go not. hahas. stan sh sure go de..LOL. no la jkjk..hahas.
oh yeah..school dis few days is.....is jus so....fan..only one word can describe..the word is still..
FAN..groupings are jus so headache.. as i always say..get teacher to group is always de best..serious..then u will get to learn from doin with different ppl and their different style ma..and also u hve no choice to choose ur teammates tat might cause unhappiness..u jus have to follow ur given group..but sad to sae..our teachers are jus too good to give us choose...so good sia..love them so much. LOL. haiz haiz haiz.
yeah tats all of sigh-nai-ing..hahas. if u all do read..jus.... u know..@_@. wahaha. dun get bothered by them cos its jus my own thinking, my own opinion, my own reflection, my own.."xiang tai duo" if there is..my own...problem ba. hahas. seriously theres
NO OFFENCE meant here ok..no....hahas. everyone's here is my best friend.. hehe.
byebye
have a nice day =)
oh yeah see u guys soon!!!.
