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Monday, September 03, 2007 10:56 PM

you used to be the reason, for my smile.

the bunch of ppl whom i'm missing: ASA
haha

long time no meet up with asa gang le. when they do i am either working or not free. =.= i wan a meetup for dinner soon!! lol. their new meeting place is now in Maple. CP prac is a history. LOL!

life in CSC..
call call call
nothing but call.
interesting huh.
took some pics today. haha.
will post up soon cos this message keeps coming up:
"Unable to connect to blogger. Test connection now."
when u are bored u will do anything tats-
tat makes u feel better i guess.

such as going hourly toilet breaks with new sisters. lol :)

now downstairs having funeral chanting. since ahgong past awhile last year everytime whenever theres a wake going on the first thing that came into my mind was all about him. the day where he left, how the atmosphere at home was like, how did the doctor came to the house to certify his passing and how the casket ppl came and took him away.. to preparing his wake in the multipurpose hall downstairs for the rest of the day..

it feels terrible.

tat day i remembered was theres Newtown performance that day. was suppose to go down but last minute msged mr neo cant. during the 5days wake.. all relatives were around and i finally get to see some long time no see dao de relatives. and not only that but also see that we are all working together to help out at the wake.

i dun understand. must such things happen before the whole family can really get together and work together and see everyone in the big family? so unlike the ormal days when he is around we dont even talk much to one another..

sometimes think think think it may just be the fact i guess. i dont know. really no idea. feeling confused so jus want to vent it here i suppose.

jus a rubbish entry.

byebye