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Monday, February 05, 2007 10:03 PM

you used to be the reason, for my smile.

dont bother to read. everything i write here is jus crap crap. nth but crap. =)

How should i react?
What should i do?
Is the world really like tat?
Full of betrayers, full of hypocrites.
Even the teachers are doing so.
Or is this group just the darker side of human?
Who can be trusted?
How do you judge a person who can be trusted?

You betrayed me.
You betrayed my trust.
You are the LEAST expected to do this to me.
I see you as my teacher, my mentor, my guide.
But from what I see now.
You just seemed no different from any other ppl.
What should i do now?
QUIT or ENDURE?

I DONT LIKE IT THIS WAY.
You are jus different infront of me and my mum.
Who are you?
I suddenly dont seem to know you anymore
and I dont look forward to your lessons any further.
QUIT?

Luckily its break till march.
Or else I'll jus be late late and late all the way
I dont care anymore.
If thats the way u call it respecting me,
Then why should i hold on my respect for you if tats de way u backstab me at the back?
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mum ask me if i ever thought tat teacher would ask me quit.. i was like DUH? i cant believe it. i admit i lousy lousy LOUSY ..but will a teacher ever do that behind a student's back and to a parent? what is this? the more mum talk to me abt this, the more i feel how hypo this teacher is. from then on, i jus feel tat i could not talk to her tat much anymore. i shall jus go to her lesson, try my best to practice and play well and then go home..

WHAT IS THIS?

I need something for me to lean on, something to hear me out, something to guide me along, something to push me to go on, something to support me all the way, something to just..make me carry on.

SAVE ME
ENLIGHTEN ME
CHEER ME UP!!

byebye

most importantly help me sort out my thoughts.
quit or continue?
=/